One of Her Clowns

by Elijah

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1.
[Verse 1] It’s been a year of ups and downs, A silly game of lost and found. Sometimes I think I’m just ahead, But then I’m pulled right back instead. The kitchen floor’s a mess again, She tells me breathe and count to ten. I raised my voice, she raised her hand. Seems this illusion’s not so grand. [Chorus] Oh, what I’d give to forget her at last But oh, could I live to regret her so fast? I’d try and she’d cry. Oh, she'd cry. [Verse 2] I vow to take things step by step, She’d sigh and light up a cigarette. Days lost, but vices still remain. Turns out we’re really just the same. [Chorus] Oh, what I’d give to forget her at last But oh, could I live to regret her so fast? I’d try and she’d cry. [Verse 3] It’s been a year of ups and downs, I wish I could say that it was ours. My heart’s not used to all this space, But they say she’s in a better place.
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[Verse 1] Maybe run, but never hide Boy, this is love No going back no changing sides. She made mistakes, she’s said her piece This is not the man You thought you’d turn out to be. [Chorus] Maybe she’s right, it’s all over now But you will still try, ‘cause you’re one of her clowns. [Verse 2] Just one text is all it takes To put you right back At the start of the race. You shave your head, because your hair - It was there The night she left with him instead. [Chorus] Maybe she’s right, it’s all over now But you will still try, ‘cause you’re one of her clowns. [Chorus] Maybe she’s right, it’s all over now But you will still try, ‘cause you’re one of her clowns. Maybe she’s right, it’s all over now But you will still try, ‘cause you’re one of her clowns.
3.
[Verse 1] I find comfort in the ocean I find comfort in the waves Sometimes I go there in my dreams, Sometimes for just a day Dancing through your orchard, All the fruit turns to grey. But sitting under your tree, I can’t seem to find the shade [Chorus] Should have known it from the start, That I can’t get to your heart, it’s true. So don’t ask if I’m okay, ‘Cause I’ve got no more to say to you I keep trying but I can’t get through [Verse 2] Drawing back your curtains, The summer seems to glow. But something’s telling me that it’s time to go. When autumn comes, Your body warms the air. But when I reach out to hold you, You cut me down with winter’s stare. [Chorus] Should have known it from the start, That I can’t get to your heart, it’s true. So don’t ask if I’m okay, ‘Cause I’ve got no more to say to you I keep trying but I can’t get through Should have known it from the start, That I can’t get to your heart, it’s true. So don’t ask if I’m okay, ‘Cause I’ve got no more to say to you I keep trying but I can’t get through I'm still trying but I can't get through I keep trying but I can't get through
4.
[Verse 1] She glides across the landing She calls me back to bed She conducts the candlelight that’s Dancing through my head. The sandman’s only charmed by her, He’s at her beck and call. Just one more night of this and I’ll be The latest one to fall. [Chorus] Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams Now the night is never as it seems No, not with you, my mistress of dreams Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams [Verse 2] She paints a moonlit picture She owns the midnight chimes I’d close my eyes to see her smile Another thousand times If only I could find her To meet her in the day She’d kiss my cheek and ask me How I’ve come to look this way. [Chorus] Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams Now the night is never as it seems No, not with you, my mistress of dreams Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams [Verse 3] She glides across the landing She calls me back to bed She conducts the candlelight that’s Dancing through my head. Now my nights are owned by her, I’m at her beck and call. Just one night and I’ve become The latest one to fall. [Chorus] Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams Now the night is never as it seems No, not with you, my mistress of dreams Here’s to you, my mistress of dreams [Outro] Please don’t wake me from this slumber Let me rest, oh let me dream Please don’t wake me from this slumber Nothing is now as it seemed Please don’t wake me from this slumber Let me rest, oh let me dream Please don’t wake me from this slumber Nothing is now as it seemed
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Take to a place that’s warm, That comforts tired souls. Take me to a place where Broken hearts seem whole. Take me to the place that you call home. Take me where the moon and sun Shine different to the world. Take me where it snows, But never feels cold. Take me to the place that you call home. People come and people go, Even friends won’t always stay. And if you find no peace of mind In what I have to say, We’ll keep moving. If our journey takes us far To lands yet unknown To find the place where you Will never feel alone, We’ll find the place that you call home.

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Written during the summer of 2020, the 'One of Her Clowns' EP marks Elijah's first foray into releasing original music, combining rich harmony and lyricism to craft his own corner of jazz and folk-inspired bedroom pop. With guitar led grooves, crooning vocals and moments of Randy Newman-like intimacy, 'One of Her Clowns' weaves bittersweet tales of love lost and found.

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released June 23, 2023

Vocals, guitars, bass guitar: Elijah Jeffery
Trumpet: Huw Llewellyn
Keyboards: Eddie Gripper
Drums: George Povey

Produced, mixed and mastered by Tom Auton

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